a step closer to insanity

breathing...
that's what i've been doing for the past 2 months.
..........things haven't been going my way, it never does.
i'm feeling like nothing, nada, N-o-t-h-i-n-g.
CONTENT
but nothing more.

maybe i make myself miserable.

......... i d i d n o t g e t a c c e p t e d
and it hurts